bittersweet symphony

it’s been almost ten months since i kicked him out. the change has been amazing. the heartaches have been hard. thankfully they haven’t been heartaches from him. the life has been amazing. but i still get really upset. mostly with myself. mostly for trusting people more than i should. most specifically with my heart.  …

box of stones

ochko drug, you left me. you left me here and that’s ok. what’s not ok is that you left me here and you have left me in silence. the first week, you called me every other day. the second week, you called me  twice. the third, once. now, there are 12 unanswered messaged in our…

all we ever knew

i once thought i knew what i had wanted in a relationship. i wanted someone who paid attention to me, who noticed small details about me, who danced in the living room, who actually got to know me. it’s weird because i have a guy now who is willing to do that and i don’t…

all the faces

to my jim,   all the faces by creed bratton makes me think of you. it’s the song he wrote for the finale of the office. it just gives me sweet feels about you. “and when my mind is absorbed on my private little and i’m walking blind through a sea of unknown men and…

your love is my drug

kesha said it and i’ve mentioned it. your love is my drug. not just your love but your brain, your personality, you and i hate it because i can’t stop. you probably aren’t even trying to be my drug but i also think, given human nature, who doesn’t like having someone who think they’re tops?…