idk where to start. there’s a lot.
when i first told you what happened, you were there. right next to me.
then something happened. i don’t know what to think. i know i withdrew but it came after you made me feel like i somehow didn’t deserve to move forward.
that’s how i felt. like you were upset that i was trying to move forward.
that really hurt. and i’m trying to work past it. then you got mad about my friendships. and that hurt even more.
i know that i’m trying to move forward. that’s the only place i can go. i’m not going backward. there’s nothing for me in the past.
as remy said in ratatouille “with luck, forward” and that’s the way i intend to move.